Courage to Feel!

I know 

at times
I do not
invest
enough
love into
my relationships
as I am
so busy
hiding inside
my fragile
vulnerability
do not
for
one minute
think that
I love you
any less
it is that
I love you
so much
but
it scares
the hell
out of
me.
There
I said it
from
a vulnerable
loving soul
for
today
I felt
brave
enough
to do so
today
I did not
think
you would
laugh
at my
neediness
nor
did I
feel
you would
ridicule
my sensitively
I hoped
you
would
not reject
me
so even though
I felt so
small
I still
found the
courage
to tell
you
all.

MM 15